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Even though I was a woman physically, in many ways I felt I still had a male brain.
I was still interested in the world, what was happening, current affairs, business and sport, but the women I mixed with didn't share that interest to the same degree."In fact, I found being a woman rather shallow and limiting.
Businessman Sam Hashimi with his wife Trudi in 1990 before he became designer Samantha Kane Either the woman suddenly stops returning his calls after discovering his secret or, if they don't care too much about hurting his feelings, dismiss him with a withering: "I want a real man.""There is nothing I want more than to fall in love and get married," says 48-year-old Charles.
"It is like a knife to my heart every time I am rejected."I am a real man.
Having decided he was not a true transsexual, but had been 'confused' after the break-up of his 12-year marriage, Charles had his breast implants removed and underwent three private operations after being referred by the gender clinic at London's Charing Cross Hospital to reconstruct his male genitalia, using skin grafts from his stomach.
Charles Kane when he was the beautiful designer Samantha in Monaco in 2001 He has to take strong doses of testosterone daily - by applying a gel to his body, because he can't produce the male hormone naturally, and although he says his new genitals normal, intimate relations with a woman can be achieved only by means of a concealed pump.
Despite all these attributes, which should act as a magnet to certain women, the one thing missing from his life is a lasting and fulfilling relationship.
In the past year not one of his few and far between romances has lasted longer than six weeks and more often than not they end rather abruptly after the first date."People completely underestimate the effect of male and female hormones.Speaking from my own experience, they affect every part of your life, physically and emotionally. As a man, sex was a very physical and more enjoyable experience, but as a woman it was much more dependent on my mood and emotions."As a man, I thought about sex every day, but as a woman if I hadn't had sex for a couple of months I wasn't really bothered. It is not as intense." Although Charles was initially thrilled with his transformation into a woman - and a beautiful one at that - the novelty soon began to pale and he began to wonder if he was merely playing a part rather than feeling like a real woman.I could walk into a shop and be out again in five minutes with the right dress."Nor have I ever been interested in celebrity magazines or the things that interest other women, but when I tried to talk to men about blokey things they didn't take me seriously.Property tycoon Charles Kane after two sex operations "Also, because I'd once been a man, I knew exactly how they thought and responded to women, so there were no surprises and no mystery for me.Born Sam Hashimi, the divorced father-of-two had a sex change in 1997 to turn him into glamorous blonde Samantha Kane.Tags: Adult Dating, affair dating, sex dating